The Firefly Hours (A Silas Sharp Metaphysical Mystery): Chapter 3
| Fireflies by Carolee Clark |
Chapter 3 – Children's Rules
By
Wednesday afternoon, I'd interviewed exactly three adults. Each of them had a
different theory.
“It’s
that damned social media,” said one disgruntled dad who probably spends all day
doomscrolling.
One
mom blamed stress.
“These
kids don’t get downtime like they used to. Everything is so structured and
micro-managed right down to the minute.” Then, she shook head sadly. I wanted
to ask her whose fault that was but figured she wouldn’t catch my drift.
Another
mom blamed "whatever they're putting in energy drinks these days."
None
of them had actually seen anything. Children, on the other hand, had seen
plenty. They just couldn't understand why I kept asking about it.
Summer
vacation has a way of making weekdays feel irrelevant. Time moves differently
for kids on summer vacation. It is not longer linear but perpetual, an endless
loop of possibilities and adventures.
Kids
drifted between bicycles, basketballs, and playground equipment with no
particular urgency. Somewhere an ice cream truck played a tune that had
probably been cheerful once but now sounded vaguely threatening after thirty
years of repetition.
I
found Lily sitting cross-legged beneath the shade of a young oak tree with half
a dozen other neighborhood kids. When I walked over, she looked up.
"Did
you figure it out, detective?”
"I'm
hoping you can help," I said.
"I
already did."
"Is
there a version with more details?"
She
sighed dramatically.
"Grown-ups
always want details."
Yeah,
Lily was sharp.
Within
a few minutes I'd accumulated yet another audience. Children are naturally
suspicious of adults (with good reason). Unless another child has already
decided you're interesting. Then they'll happily conduct the interview
themselves.
"So..."
said a boy wearing a St. Louis Cardinals cap two sizes too large. "Have
you ever seen the fireflies?"
"I
know about them. Seen pictures," I said.
“He
didn’t grow up around fireflies,” Lily said. “But that’s another story for
another time or something.”
The
children exchanged amused looks.
I
took out my notebook. "What happens after they come out?"
"Stuff."
A girl with purple shoelaces shrugged.
"What
kind of stuff?"
"You
know..." She looked around for help. "...the usual."
The
other kids nodded as though that clarified everything. I tried a different
approach.
"Suppose
someone had never been here before."
"Like
you?" the girl asked me
"Yes.
Like me. What would they need to know?"
This
time they actually thought about it. Or, maybe they were shutting down on me as
if I had asked them about fight club and they were not about to break the first
rule of fight club. Finally, Lily spoke.
"Don't
follow the laughing."
I
waited for the next part that would illuminate that enigmatic and creepy
statement. Nothing.
"Why?"
I asked, halfway dreading the answer.
She
shrugged.
"Because
then you don't know where you are anymore.” Lily offered the explanation with
the casual certainty of a roller coaster attendant rattling off safety
precautions for the hundredth time in a day.
"And
don't answer people twice,” chimed in the boy in the Cardinals cap.
"People?"
He
nodded. "If somebody calls your name. Answer once."
"Then
what?" I asked, my stomach knotting as the conversation deepened.
"If
they call again..." He looked at me as though I should already know. "...don't."
"Why?"
"'Cause
if they ask twice,” Lily said. “It probably isn't for you."
I
didn’t understand that but I wrote it down because I suspected understanding
would come later.
"What
else?" I asked the group, who was now all too eager to lay out the ground
rules.
A
little girl—perhaps seven—held out both hands and began opening and closing her
fingers.
"Watch
the blinking,” she said.
"The
blinking?"
"The
fireflies. Watch their blinking.”
“Okay,”
I said. “Um, because the blinking is pretty and nice to look at?”
“No,"
she said, leaning in with a whisper and pointing toward the tree line. “Because
when they stop it's time to go home."
"What
happens if you don't?"
The
children all became unexpectedly quiet. They didn’t act frightened so much as
they seemed respectful. Their quiet reverence did nothing to soothe my
apprehension. Something truly unsettling was happening in this park with these
fireflies because that’s how it is in these neighborhoods. All façade and
appearance working too hard to mask the metaphysical anomalies. Finally Lily
answered.
"When
the fireflies stop blinking, the dark comes after."
I
frowned, flipping to a clean page in my notebook.
"Who
told you all this?"
The
children looked genuinely puzzled.
"No
one," Lily said.
"You
just...know?"
"Everybody
knows."
"Did
your parents tell you?"
Collective
laughter. They weren’t mocking me. Simply amused.
"Grown-ups
don't know anything," someone said, which, frankly, pissed me off. I
wanted to explain to these kids that I know things they couldn’t possibly
comprehend. But no one likes it when a person says something like that.
Especially kids.
A
bicycle bell rang somewhere behind us. Several children looked toward the
street. One by one they began standing.
"What
is it?" I asked. “What’s going on?”
Lily
glanced upward.
"The
sun's getting lower,” she said, pointing to where the sun was barely peeking
out from the tree line, spraying the sky with brilliant purples and reds.
"It
isn't even dinner time," I said.
"I
know." Lily dusted grass from her shorts. "We just like to be
ready."
"For
what?"
"The
fireflies."
As
the other children scattered, Lily lingered. She looked at the notebook in my
hand.
"You
wrote everything down?"
"I
tried. Need to remember all this cool stuff you told me.”
"It
won't help,” she said.
"No?"
She
offered a sympathetic smile.
"It's
different when you're little."
"What
is?"
"The
Firefly Hours." She started toward her bicycle before turning back one
last time. "Oh, and you should know..."
I
waited for the next part with curiosity and wariness. Lily smiled with genuine
kindness.
"You're
too old to see most of it."
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